ANGEL DU$T - "TAKE MY LOVE"
In all seriousness, one of the coolest/best records that’s going to drop in 2014. There isn’t one band out right now doing what Angel Du$t is doing right now. Buy this record right now here.
I never write in this thing but my mom and cousins follow me on twitter and I don’t want my family really knowing this right now.
The past two plus months have been really difficult. I’ve told everyone that would listen that it was devastating to leave my home, friends and the majority of my family. But through all that, reality sets in. New York sucks. if you’re like me and have no college degree then you’re not gonna make it in New York, unless you want to live in some shithole town and don’t mind living a boring life. that’s not for me.
I began to accept that I should stay in SC and went as far as saying that I’d buy a home. but now the problem is, I’m not even sure if I want to stay here. I’ve met a few good people since I have been down here. people who I enjoy talking to but we are into different things. does that matter? not at all, because I bond well with these people, but we live different lifestyles.
it’s hard to visit my friends in Lexington cause I have pretty much no money. my income is my mom, something a 27 year old shouldn’t say or live their life, but it’s what’s happening to me. I need her help while I try to better myself. if I had money, things would be better. I could go out every weekend instead of being held up upstairs in this house being bored out of my mind, but that’s not the case. I’m broke and bored. I get money to pay bills, put gas in my cat and food.
but here’s where I’m stuck: before I left NY I was trying to get into an electrician apprenticeship program, which didn’t work out. I also contacted my friend in Florida who’s an electrician but nothing was available. he recently encouraged me to gain some electrical knowledge(I have some) and said he’s got me, meaning I guess he could get me a job with his company if I was down.
I’ve been thinking about it, and I ask myself…why the fuck should I not do this? it makes all the sense in the world to do it, and I’d have a secure job, place to live and I’d make friend easily. so I decided that’s my goal, move to south Florida. unless I change my mind again…
thanks for reading. yeah, like anyone read that.