This is my second friend that has been taken from us within a year, both for the same reason. It really sucks and I still can’t believe that he’s gone. I’ve gotten to know Brian a lot and got to be really good friends with him and loved the kid. He was always fun to be around, always down for a laugh, to have fun, and make others laugh. He was always so thankful of my continuous support of Macconnell. Brian constantly said I was there 6th member of the band. The way he’d make fun of my medium sized shirts, say “Mikey, you have really nice titties” and randomly throw shit at me when I wasn’t looking, leading me to throw something back and we’d just laugh it off.

It’s so weird to me that I hungout with Brian on Friday night and saw him about 20 minutes before he died. I can’t get over that. And before entering Washingtonville on 208 I saw police lights like there was some sort of accident, only to find out that was Brian, Dylan and Tubbs. My thoughts are with Dylan as well because even though he fucked up, I can’t imagine the guilt he has to live with and he is still my friend and adored Brian so I will try and support him as much as I can. My thoughts are with Tubbs as well who is in Westchester Medical with a broken ankle. We were out because it was his birthday and that’s such a shitty birthday present.

Everything just sucks now.